"There is no telling what kind of bludgeon the enemy wanted to use against you ...
but God has only allowed what He knew after much thought and deliberation could be used for good -

Christ got down next to you in the grave, stayed the better past of three days, and then got up ... so you would have permission to get up too and start living life. Beloved, let this one sink in deeply; if God allowed you to be thrown into the pit, you weren't picked on, you were picked out. God entrusted that suffering to you because He has faith in you. Live up to it. All the way up."

Beth Moore